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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

bkt gnun???
we always hurt the people that we love the most
bkt?
haii.

nsaktan q sya. :[
bkt q ngwa un???
haii.

i cant do anything...
all i can do is to cry
punch the wall of my room
destroy every stuff in my room
i'm like a beast, unleashed

ndi n aq mgttaka kng ndi n nya aq kyang tanggapin o patawarin
haii.
ksalanan q nmn ee..
msyado aqng manhid..
:[

Paula, I'M SO SORRY! sana mapatawad mo ako. MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA! SORRY talaga sa nagawa ko. nagpakatanga at manhid ako. hindi ako nagisip. SORRY.


ILLICIT stepped on your garbage at 5:37 AM

Monday, September 22, 2008

wlang mgwa..
'til now ndi p rin aus pc nmin...nkkainis n!!!
1 month n aqng ndi nkkgmit ng pc s bhay...
kelangan ko 2loi mgtiis d2 s mga comp shop n sobrang panget
pero wla aqng mggwa
kelangan mgtiis 'til maaus n ung pc

uhm..
wla msyadong nngyri ngaun s school
muntik lng nmn aq mgcollapse kc
sobrang nahihilo at nanghihina aq
pro i managed n mgingay p rin s klase :]

nung lunch nkasalubong q c tina nung paakyat sya tpos hinarang ko sya para
magpalibre...
kaso hindi aq nilibre :(
kinulit q n nga ng sobra pra lngh mlibre aq
kso wlang nangyri...hmp!!!
kaya bumaba n lng aq s canteen
nkta q c paula
kinulit q din sya para ilibre
ndi rin nya aq nilibre...
ang taba kc ee...
hahahaha!!!
peace tayo paula!!!ehehe!!!love you :]
kya aun npilitan ako gumastos...hmp!!!

asar!!!hahahaha!!!

bye dipshits!!!:]
illicit has a fuckin' plastic heart :]

ILLICIT stepped on your garbage at 6:14 AM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

wala akong matinong nagawa ngayon
kundi magikot sa mall mag-isa
napagalitan ako ni inang mader...
kasi kinuha ko phone nya ng walang paalam tapos pumunta ako ng mall
[good deed naman yung ginawa ko ah! i think]

tapos ayun naghanap ako ng skinny jeans
hindi ako makahanap ng fit sa kin
ang liliit kasi
anong klaseng bewang ba meron ang mga babae ?
hahahaha!!!
ang hirap maghanap
and in the end, i ended up buying a new hoodie
hahahaha!!!

tapos may nakita pa akong sapatos na natripan ko din
kaya bibilin ko yun by this month!!!
and no one can stop me!!!
hahahaha!!



ILLICIT stepped on your garbage at 6:41 AM

Saturday, September 20, 2008

haii..
kainis!!!
my mom wont let me buy a red,black,blue,green and yellow pants!!!
for ladies lang daw yun
so?e anu nmn ?
pde ko rin nmn suotin un n ndi ako ngmumukang gayshit a!!!
mhilig ako s skinny jeans e, wla n syang mggwa!!!
hahahaha!!!
gusto ko din bumili ng all black na chucks!!!hahaha!!!
ilalagay lahat ng yun sa grocery list!!!hahahaha!!!
para mabasa lagi ng mom ko! ;]

kelangan ko din pala ng bagong hoodie!
sasabihin ko kelangan yun pra s school project :]
bait ko no!!!wag k ng umangal :]
ganun tlga ang buhay
wla k ng mggwa :]
ahehehe!!!

ngayon ko lang narealize n addicted pla aq s pgshoshopping kahit lalaki ako!!!
wow!hahaha!
btw, message ko sa isa jan..
kahit bf m aq...hindi ako mgging alalay mo pag nag-shopping ka!!!
kasi mas marami akong bibilihin kesa sayo!mwahahaha!!!

ang dami kong gustong bilihin ;]
pero ok lng yan
kaya ko yan..hahaha :]

dun sa mga magsasaway sa kin..
wla aqng paki sa sasabihin nyo!!!
hahahahaha!!!
gusto ko ng bagong pants ee!!!

blah.blah.blah.

ILLICIT stepped on your garbage at 4:40 AM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

i hate to say this, but i think it's time to say goodbye.


ILLICIT stepped on your garbage at 4:56 AM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

nakakapagod na!
lagi na lang ako naghahabol sayo
tayo nga pero pinaparamdam mo sa akin na hindi tayo
titiisin ko na lang na hindi lumapit sayo 'yun naman gusto mo
kasi sa tuwing lalapit ako sayo hindi mo ako kinakausap o pinapansin parang hangin lang ako sayo
tapos pagaalis ako sasabihin mo galit ako
umaalis ako kasi nagmumuka lang akong tanga sa ginagawa mo.

ILLICIT stepped on your garbage at 2:37 AM

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

wla lng...kggling q lng s hospital..
after q mconfine for 3 days.. :)
uhm..cge wla p aqng maicp..
bye.
game over!

ILLICIT stepped on your garbage at 9:30 PM

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I'm John Christopher Avila,15,senior highschool born on the 11th of October Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above. johnny cash wears black. i can be your worst nightmare *TO ALL FUCK-OFFS TO THE SPIRIT..* DIE HARD AND PEACE OFF
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